Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Getting Started

Hello my name is Kendra Hill.. I created my blog "What's happenin over at the Hill's?" so that I can have somewhere to gather all my thoughts. Just an FYI there are ALOT of thoughts that go through my mind to gather, so just warning you. I am 23 years old and have been married to my husband Sam for 3 1/2 years. I have no children at this time. I live in Skyline, AL and I love my life.

Sam & I have been married like I said for 3 1/2 years, we got married on September 22, 2007. He is my best friend! We had a huge church wedding at Plevna Holiness Church & Bro. Ricky Holman married us. I had 4 bridesmaids and 4 flower girls & a mini bride.. so yeah it was a huge wedding.. I loved it! I wish I could go back & enjoy it a little bit longer. I feel like it went by so fast. We honeymooned in Disney World which was WONDERFUL. My wonderful mother gave us the gift of this huge wedding and that nice honeymoon. I love her so much.

Speaking of my mother I hope that one day I can be half the mother she has been to me and my brother Colby. She is such a wonderful woman. My dad left us 5 years ago I was 18 years old still leaving at home & it was just me, my mom & my brother for awhile & so of course we all bonded cause my dad didn't want anything to do with us anymore. So needless to say I have a very strong bond with my mom & brother. I wish that God hadn't gave us the life that we had but I look back now and we might not be as strong as we are.

Now speaking of my brother he is so wonderful, he will be 21 this year. He thinks he is grown and which I guess he is but to me he will always be my baby brother. He has done alot of things with his life and I am very proud of him. He is dating this really nice girl named Charity. Which we are hoping she will be officially in the family by the end of this year.

I go to Hytop Holiness Church which at first I will admit I wasn't happy with, just getting married & I didn't have a job & I was leaving my family it was just alot on my plate but now.. I love it there! I love the people there & it's just my home church & I am proud to be a part of it.

I will go ahead & let you know that alot of my blogs will be about a baby, that's what is usually on my mind and usually where my thoughts lead me. Like I stated earlier we don't have any children but it isn't because we don't want any. I have some health problems that the doctor says can make it hard for us to have children & hard seems to be an understatement. It's not only rough physically but mentally I think I am going loose it sometimes. I never thought that having children would be this hard. A day rarely passes by when I don't cry about wanting a baby. It's hard I have alot of people around me having babies, I have 3 best friends and at one time they were all pregnant of course Chanel has already had Xander so now only 2 of my best friends are pregnant but that don't make my situation any easier. I have a million people tell me that it will happen when it's time and it'll be the right time and although I am very thankful for the encouragement if you have never been in this situation it's hard to be so understanding about the right time. My worries are what if the "right" time never comes. I will be devastated. I know I serve an Almight God and I am very thankful that he performs miracles daily cause I am afraid we might need a miracle, but I know he won't let us down & when we get to hold that miracle in our arms we won't take it for granted we will truly be thankful.

I think I have finally said enough for the "getting started" part..

Until next time.. Mrs. Hill

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