Thursday, June 30, 2011

I love to COLOR.. lol

Sorry I just had to share with you what I've been doing today.. I love to color.. lol I think I will take it to our fireworks stand & hang it up somewhere..


Here is some of our firework stock... so you better come buy your fireworks with us...

Another side of the wall showing our stock!

This is our awesome building... the peace sign is so cool!!!

Beth, Arie & Cody waving at cars going by trying to wave people

Yet again another side of the wall- stocked with fireworks!

We left Cody all alone waving in people.. lol but still so funny I think he said "hey" and waved to every vehicle lol

Happy 4th of July... AAA Fireworks is located in Paint Rock on 72 right before Gurley (if your headed to Huntsville) or right after Gurley (if your headed to Woodville) We will be open from 10-10 Thursday & then probably at least 10-12 (or later depending on business) on Friday, Saturday, Sunday & Monday! So you better come by and visit us and bring some money so you can buy some fireworks.. I will try & post more pictures later.. Beth & I were in the median waving at people yesterday so maybe I can come up with more crazy pictures... lol

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Day 2 of back in the dumps

Yeah yeah yeah... so day 2 started actually late last night & ran into the actually time of Day 2 of today.... joy for me!! I received a phone call last night, someone stating that one of my close friends had decided to turn away from the Lord.. I mean I just don't understand what people are thinking these days? I know myself I have to probably talk my brain into it everyday that we are going make.. I mean I have to make it.. but WAY more importantly I want to make it more then anything.. I can already tell the lord helps me on a daily basics even though I already knew he did it was proven... it has been 10 years since my dad has quit going to church.. 10 years yesterday and every year when June 27th rolls around my mom is always sad.. and my brother & I hate that so bad.. we usually try to always talk to her throughout the day by text or calls and just keep her mind busy.. we try & take her out to eat & like I said keep her mind busy and off of the date.. so she text me this morning & said she had forgot about the date as well as all of us cause we didn't think about it and I am so thankful & praise the lord for that!! It means so much to me that he did that.. I mean we had another spiritual death to think about but it's taken us 10 LONG years to not think about my dad.. and I am so happy for that.. feels like we are finally over a milestone.. feels good.. it's never easy to have a spiritual death but the lord knows.. he knows how to comfort you and that's exactly what he has done for my family.

Oh another note.. we are selling fireworks this year in Paint Rock & last night was our 1st night open.. It was so much fun!! I love selling fireworks, I've been around while the Middlebrooks have sold fireworks for the past 3 years but finally we stepped in & helped out this year instead of just waving people in for them.. lol I am praying for a good sale this year.. maybe it will happen!!

Beth has 57 days until Arie should arrive, that's very exciting.. I can't wait to hold her.. I love my new niece already so much!! We are going spoil her.. and love her.. and I just can't wait!

Monday, June 27, 2011

Day 1 of back in the dumps

Man I've been doing so good with this "baby" thing.. I mean it's been several months but here it comes creeping back up.. all I can seem to think about.. I just hate it.. it's so hard when your constantly thinking about something that you can't handle anyways, but I mean what else is there to do? I cry. I pray. I cry some more. I pray some more. Then I guess I just start that all over.. I don't know how else to handle it. We've been going to revivals like crazy this year well the past 3 weeks.. so it's like you go in the church find yourself a seat & there are children everywhere.. friends with babies, friends with babies on the way, strangers with babies.. even one time at Scottsboro I seen this one young girl that had a baby that wasn't even 1 year and it looked like she was pregnant again. People are happy to have children on the way, while others take it for granted so bad.. they say they didn't even want the baby when I just would love to be able to have a baby. I would love to be able to hold a miracle that God gave me. I watch shows on TV and guess what a baby shows up on it.. its like I am being haunted! Over the weekend I got in the conversation with some girls that were talking about how the bible states to get married and bear children, children being plural.. OK well I am just sitting there thinking.. OK well what about the women that cant have children.. & so I brought that statement up and their next comment was well you can adopt!? OK yeah let me write a $30,000 check right now so I can have a baby, it don't work that way.. I mean who has $30,000 just laying around- I know we don't! It just seems so unfair.. I told them I could probably come up with 10 women that I know trying to have babies.. trying to start a family.. TRYING to bear child(ren) and it just doesn't seem meant.. it's scary.. I hope that when the lord does bless me with a baby, a family that I wont forget how it is and I wont take it for granted cause I don't want to. I want to always remember that I cried and prayed for my little miracle. Sorry again guys.. but it looks like the sad pitiful baby talk will be back.. maybe not for long this time.. maybe i can get strong once again.. please pray.. please help me!

Until next time... Mrs. Hill

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Cassie's Bday/Anniversary Dinner

I love my Cassie!! She is so great & has always been in my life for as long as I can remember.. you have always been there for me & I hope that I've been able to return the favor... Happy Birthday & Anniversary today Cassie Meagan Trotman!!! Enjoy the embarassing pictures.. lol

Cassie was so embarassed! I am glad she didn't kill me...

Jadin.. she is so spoiled.. lol I wonder by who ?? lol

Jadin wanted Lee to wear the hat LOL

Then of course she had to wear it.. lol

She was being shy.. lol NOT like her mom LOL

Jadin said t was her turn to wear it!

Yeah I am glad Sam told them instead of me cause she would have really killed me! LOL

Cassie's Birthday/Anniversary Present that I got her.. She loved it.. which I am glad lol